Whether religious or not, I think many readers here will relate to some of these experiences.
In 2014 I was working for a UK organization which adjudicates financial disputes. The work was interesting, but the organization was going through a structural change which made no sense. Our work began to be micro-managed and woke ideology started creeping into the office.
That same year, I collapsed and was very ill from a major bleed due to a duodenal ulcer. It wasn't really what is known as a near-death experience (NDA) but during my recovery I felt different spiritually and used the time to reflect on life. Before I hadn't embraced any one religion but was always open-minded.
In 2017, under a new tyrannical manager, for the first time I pushed back. I documented the bullying and told the organization to leave me alone to do my job. They agreed and, overnight, my stress disappeared and a confidence I'd never had helped me to become a trade union representative, join the organization's Christian Fellowship and even the Muslim Book Club.
I was always interested in geopolitics and history and attended some outside work events discussing the war on Syria and the part played by the Western media in distorting the truth in successive wars. After my first event, I sensed a cloud lift and a feeling of vindication of my views. I felt destined to write about it all. I published many articles in independent media about Syria, religion, the mainstream media and mental health.
Meanwhile, at work the toxicity increased and while I was coping better, I was relieved to be offered voluntary redundancy to pursue my further research and writing.
After a year's 'honeymoon period' of feeling liberated from the control freaks, the 'pandemic' landed. I could see instantly the lockdowns and other measures made no sense, so I researched hard, particularly around the globalists, their secret societies and malign influence on world events. To my horror I realized the world was in the grip of a coup.
So, I started writing about it and by April 2021 suspected there was a depopulation agenda, a deliberate destruction of small business, planned social and economic collapse, demographic engineering, introduction of digital currencies and Chinese style social credit. Also, an agenda to prepare us for climate lockdowns to control movement.
It was also evident there was a plan to further normalize transgender ideology and sexualize children.
I learned these agendas are rooted in history and interconnected. The tactics used were to create a crisis, division and distraction then offer a solution out of the chaos. Ultimately, to make us fearful, compliant, dependent and under their control, for example, through food scarcity and orchestrated financial implosion.
Since mid-2021 I've thrown myself into more research, including around the Covid injection side-effects. I recently decided to try to put some of my current thoughts in writing. Not because much of this information is not already out there - more so because I think it's often useful to gather all the moving parts and put them in some order. Many people faced with lies and distraction from mainstream media tend to view events in isolation or within their specific specialism, so the 'big picture' penny never drops.
Religious journey
My journey exploring religion was slow at first and I read books like 'The Case For Christ' written by a former journalist and atheist. Based on extensive research the book made a logical case for God's existence.
In recent months I think I've become much closer to God. My journey started more on the evidential side. However, the spiritual dimension now feels much stronger, I believe in part because the global coup is about to intensify soon.
Recently I've read and watched dozens of online presentations about near death experience, the bible and prophecies, demonic possession and child trafficking. Things are now much clearer to me.
Anyway, here are a few of my learning points on God and Christianity.
I realized early on there was something wrong with organized religion. Many churches don't really teach anything meaningful about the Christian faith and are just social clubs for people who want to be 'saved'. Many churchgoers have the same materialistic tendencies and lack of awareness as the public generally.
My view is that many churches have been infiltrated over many years by some darkness - a view which I think is supported by Catholic Church scandals and locking down churches and using them as injection centers.
So, I made the conscious decision to study and pray at home.
When I feel frustrated or through my curiosity, by prayer, I'm always guided by God to the right answers. God, I think works in the way of patience whereas I wish to know the answers now. But I feel humbled and privileged for the wisdom, intelligence and resolve I receive through God in his time.
I ask a question and it always gets answered in one way or another, often days later when simply stumbling upon it or being able to piece things together. Above all, I feel protected.
During the recent period I think many awake believers have been struggling with negative emotions and not-so-good traits which come from the burden of the disturbing knowledge about the world we now possess. I often feel I've sinned by rowing with my family over the injections. But what if I'd said nothing?
It's a mixture of emotions in play, and often my angry or frustrated reaction to those who can't see the truth plays havoc in my mind as to whether I'm doing right in God's eyes. I constantly struggle with this but believe God will forgive us 'smaller sins' in the background of the burden and multitude of attacks on us from all directions.
Another thing I grapple with is, "What does God want from us"? A surrender to his power or one where we play an active part? Previously I firmly believed God gives us the tools to change things for the good and if we don't use them, he might intervene if we're lucky. Or he might not bother.
I think God changes things in ways unseen or less obvious and through the power he instills in his believers. So, we have an important part to play now. But ultimately, I think believers should place more faith in God and in divine intervention when the insanity coming at us now and in the future may overwhelm us.
The future
I feel I'm at an advanced stage of my journey to the truth and God. My current focus is studying global child trafficking and the film 'Sound of Freedom' reinforces my belief that a cult of satanic weirdos, psychopathic traitors and sexual deviants underpin much of the chaos we are seeing now. Destroying child innocence through various agendas is part of their plan as they see children as closest to God.
Waking a few more people up is our next step, and many have woken. On the horizon are new 'pandemics', grid take-downs, controlled financial meltdown, climate lockdowns, war and possibly even a fake 'alien invasion'.
However, through our numbers, preparedness, wisdom, determination and in God's armor, we have many things in our favor.
The globalist 'Great Reset' and its wide-ranging evil is an ambitious undertaking - too ambitious, I think, and whatever happens soon, it will eventually fail. The question is simply how many of us they take down with them. So, finally it's important for us not only to wake up, see who and what the enemy is but also to prepare.Preparations
These are some of the things I and I'd guess many readers here are doing. They're not really new ideas but, as a list, might be useful as a sign post to good preparation sites out there.
Learn as much about the modern world and steadily build up your physical, mental and spiritual health. Look for inspiration from the great work of others of which there are plenty of examples on this site and elsewhere. This has helped me immensely in these dark days.
Food scarcity and financial meltdown are in the works. Stock up on essentials and look up prepping sites. Store food with the aim of helping those less prepared. Barter items such as coffee and alcohol will come in useful.
Likewise stock up on medicines such as antibiotics and supplements. For example, it's now thought the Covid injected 'shed' spike protein to the un-injected. For both groups of people, Nattokinase is thought to be useful at preventing and dissolving blood clots caused by the injections and shedding. There are many other supplements which can help with the immune system and with detoxification.
Consider taking as much money out of the financial system as possible into gold and silver. These are a store of value and a hedge against economic collapse.
I keep a sizeable sum of cash at home. In the likely event ATMs shut down during a banking or grid crash, cash will probably be in use for a limited time.
Donate if you can to independent media sites. Right now, they are the barrier between us and further tyranny. Support if you can legal cases associated with the ongoing tyranny and lobby local politicians. Most judges and politicians are bought and paid for by the globalists but there have been some successes.
Gardening and seeds. This is possible even in a small space and is quite easy once you get going.
Think local. Engage more with your community. Co-operation will be essential during a system collapse. Also longer term we may have the opportunity for our own reset, based on local co-operation and decentralization.
Open a bible and apply the passages to what's happening today. I've come across many examples and, in some cases, they provide me with comfort. Watch online presentations and interviews by the few brave church leaders who've joined-up the dots.
Importantly do all you can to protect kids from predators in the medical and education system. Unite and speak up at your school boards.
Stand up for yourself. It worked for me as I can attest.
Finally, try to reduce fear for the future using some of the above steps. Ultimately our future will be decided by our creator but during these dark times we should improve ourselves to stay on the path he meant for us.
Reader Comments
balboa schwartz Good point, regarding Ego. I watched a video a few years back that opened my eyes to this (I forget the source). I'm also planning to read "Ego is the Enemy" by Ryan Holiday.Q: Why would anyone submit to wearing masks that have no useful function whatsoever during a non-pandemic?
A: Because they don't have an ego.
Q: Why would someone line up to receive an experimental 'vaccine' that doesn't fulfil even one function of a vaccine?
A: Because they don't have an ego.
Q: Why would someone like Klaus Schwab think that it's even remotely possible the general public would accept something like The Great Reset?
A: Because they don't have an ego.
But I think we may be talking at cross purposes due to skewed terminology.
The concept of "ego" as presently understood in Western culture originatess from a now ancient CIA pop cultural psyop... [Link]
"Better first to be an egoist than never to be just".
Or did you mean self abnegation? This is the act or habit of not allowing yourself to have what you like or want, often so that other people can have it.
Self-negation, self-cancelling, whatever.
When you walk into a supermarket and for the very first time see a hundred people all wearing Covid gimp-masks, and a corresponding image from the 1930's of hundreds of people voluntarily boarding trains to Treblinka, Auschwitz, Bergen-Belsen flashes through your mind like a bullet, and when you get on The London Underground and the only people not wearing masks are you and a couple of cussed egoist black chicks, it tells you in no uncertain terms, there's a dearth of egoism in this society, not a surfeit.
It aligned with The CIA's ambitions as per LSD in terms of transforming the subjects of their experiments (both in the lab and outside in the general hippy culture) into tabula rasa onto which they could project/overlay whatever pernicious garbage they liked. It later became integral to the new age, self help, 'role model' cultural waves that followed and later metamorphosed into the toxic algae bloom of mass societal dysphoria known as 'woke'.
Please extract the bee out of your arse before you address me again.
Never lived at the North Pole.
Never lived at the South Pole.
Never been to charm school.
Never been to repartee school.
Sounds to me like you live in Never-Never Land, old man.
slbeaudry In any wise means that it's characterized by wisdom or marked by deep understanding, keen discernment, and a capacity for sound judgment.oop, we bs crape find def. for "wise" at m-w.com
weird you no know english idiom in any wise, Mr. Ruskin.McsnacksWithout seeking, truth cannot be known at all. It can neither be declared from pulpits, nor set down in articles, nor in any wise prepared and sold in packages ready for use. Truth must be ground for every man by itself out of it such, with such help as he can get, indeed, but not without stern labor of his own. -John Ruskin
Like with your apocryphal ashen proto-nazi myth.
I am also reminded of this interview with James Delingpole and Brian Gerrish, a founding member of UK Column, this interviews link, is from UK Column. He discusses many of the topics yo have also highlighted. It was amazing to see James Delingpole's open mouth response to the information conveyed. He also conveys experience in finding God and Christianity. It is 2 hours long, a most interesting exchange of information at the end of the interview discusses the RAINS List.
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Also information of RAINS List, presented by another UK Column member Alex Thomson, it is freely available with a search on a search engine, I did not Google it.
[Link] Believe it or not. Up to you.
Anywho, the true church has yet to manifest. Jesus told us that. Or John, or someone.
What throws me off is the mention of gold and silver, both of which will be useless, unless you want to use it for tooth filling.
I had an NDE. And this is what I've learned; It's about doing what's good and what's right. It's about realizing that you are neither above or below anything or anyone. It's about learning, and understanding, and accepting all that you perceive at any given moment. But mostly, it's about not allowing yourself to become corrupt through fear or desperation.
We are at war, everyday.
Stay strong in Christ, brother.
Like it or not, we are all pretty much in the same boat.
On a vast ocean, of which we see only a part, and know even less about.
I am fairly sure that I would prefer living in the ocean. This 'boat', in my opinion, is pretty bad. I think it is sinking, even. Or burning. Or rotting. Or something! It is not good....
But I haven't learned to swim.
Or hold my breath, or do anything that life in the ocean seems to require.
Maybe tomorrow.
ned,
out
Truth and God - from my point of view contradictory terms.
... no offence intended.
Truth is something absolute and religion is not even close to that.
Highland Fleet Lute don't presume to talk to Mcsnacks about people boarding trains in the 30's. His only religious conviction is condemning us "worse than Nazis" here as he (claims he) spends his retirement frequenting a website whose proprietors he has no respect for and whose community with which he has no accord. So watch out for that 3rd rail of touching his sincerely held religious belief, because obviously his being here makes total sense and he has a lot of clout from plagiarizing things from the internet, responding really quick, and being an asshole.
I think Buffalo_Ken alluded to be insulted by you at PolPon, which I find to be patently hilarious. I did not say as much then but nonetheless here we are. Maybe one of you can point me there or instead clarify that I'm just a zig-zag idiot.
Anyway, ribbing is evidently allowed here and you usually do a classy job of it. we'll get snacks to meals as "we destroy arguments":
2 Corinthians 10:5-7but his repartee or insult game needs work from what I see here.
Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ; And having in a readiness to revenge all disobedience, when your obedience is fulfilled. Do ye look on things after the outward appearance? if any man trust to himself that he is Christ's, let him of himself think this again, that, as he is Christ's, even so are we Christ's.
I thinkWe sorted it out.Buffalo_Kenalluded to be insulted by you at PolPon, which I find to be patently hilarious.
We've since been onto swapping tips about how to halt the beetles' advance on Ken's lettuce patch and anectodals about whether fascia constitutes a body-glue brain or not, etc.
I know there are some recent write-ups here about it being a liquid crystalline organ of sorts.. that in tandem with nervous tissue perhaps being piezoelectric and nerves functioning by mechanical tension rather than electricity makes me also wonder about that beetle physiologically.. quite a design, but then it also gets stuck on its back.
Between the lettuce patch and myofascia work there's enough to do to stay productively busy a while I imagine. I think both could be under 'preparations' in the article here. Ought to do what you can to prepare before the time comes when no-one can work; perhaps find and do what makes you suffer before it comes upon you as a flood, a river you'd tried to dam up; i can not stand to suffer at all, must do more.
Body-glue brain? As in..
Seriously - fascia makes sense to me - it is just the connecting organ with nerves flowing in it and heals itself so quickly as long as the blood is flowing proper and uh...stretching helps with that I reckon.
Have I mentioned some of my stretching techniques!!!!
You and zig zag are too funny!
Ken
"Ah, but it's mechanical".
Sure, but it's 'intelligent mechanical'.
I remember that time a few years ago when I got hit by an SUV, the impact of which smashed my foot to smithereens.
After I got home, I was lying on the sofa, trying to figure out a way of not having to go to A&E and deal with the NHS swamp where they would likely have put pins, staples, rusty nuts and bolds and God knows what else in my foot, I noticed something interesting...
I could feel this sharp pain in my left hand from a prior breakage I'd incurred in accident I'd had in about 1989 when drunk on a bicycle after a champagne and tequila slammers party.
It had never given me any problems before.
Then I realised the Captain Obvious of it all.
The body was sending its little army out to capture all the resources it could get hold of to rush to the aid of the injured foot, and what the pain in my hand was telling me was that there weren't enough resources in the body, so it was having to steal them from the weakest parts of the musculoskeletal system.
From that, I figgered all I needed to do was bolster the resources and I could avoid The NHS 'National Treasure' of Doom altogether.
I thought "I'm going to eat like a 1950's boxer".
So I hobbled down to Smithfield. Bought a bunch of steaks. Ate raw steaks, raw eggs and drank raw milk every day. Within a little over a month, I was all fixed up and skipping around like a young gazelle.
The body is usually smarter than any doctor.
Which doesn't necessarily mean there shouldn't be such things as doctors, of course.
You would quote Saul(Paul) the liar from the Bible. The only self declared Apostle that never met or knew Jesus.
Mcsnacks Ignorance begets confidence. It is those that know too little that assert the most.The big bad computer spammer said.
I wasn't appealing to historical Jesus, j-boy.
Eat a mint. It will help after spewing all that Bullshit.
Mcsnacks [ Link]Ignored.
Diagnosed a heel stress fracture over the internet.. he wasnt out for a jog he got hit by a car, you bloody idiot. Blathering like a know-it-all on any tangent. Good thing you give us unprompted definitions every so often to let us know you barely know what the hell is going on.
Highland Fleet Lute may've been related to homeostatic set point of cortisol masking the old injury. Then perhaps the new injury draws energetic resources away and unmasks the pain. That and the bones being alive there's likely some resonance in the system where the intelligence marshalled to address the heel spurs a similar recognition in the hand. There's a brain or mind behind it integrating the system
Fucking glad I didn't go to NHS.
There's a guy at work. Same thing happened to him. Hit by a car. Went to A&E. They put pins in his feet. Now walks with a limp. On a cold day he's in pain. On a hot day he's in pain.
And d'you know what he said to me?
"You're mad not going to hospital!!!"
Why, sure I am. LOL.
hey glown you said stress fx you're wrong
you dumb brah
we ban mcsnack we want back mcsnacks. go find your old pw wtf you doin brah
I dropped one letter. Kinda like how there's a Shaq and not a Shaqs. Plus it goes better with my whole name. Tupack Mcsnack.
we ban mcsnackWell it seems to me this particular entity's chief role around here is to make everyone else look good in comparison.
And I must say, I think he's making a rather marvellous job of it.
Now I sure as shit wouldn't want to have blood on my hands on account of a thing like that.
"You know ze penalty for failure. A-muh-huh-huh!!!"
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1. YO MOMMA..
packed you a puddin' cup.
2. YOU GON'..
end up in prison.
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Mcsnacks, you so trans-, you so trans- you gone trans-plural.
You so trans-, you trans-rational, like you speaking Chinese, you like a Kurd.
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You so trans-, you might be LindaMay.
You so trans-, you think Jacob Leo Frank a saint.
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You so trans-, by yo self you make SotT diverse,
make it look like a U.S. cabinet department around here.
Turn it to homo-robo hybrid mental drag queen story-time with Mcsnacks in the comments.
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You so trans-, you a trans-"institution";
hope SotT ban you plural, ban you again, how da fuck they let this foo on here, tryin to study psy-ops 'n' sheeit.
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3. Two-packed rat..
mouth like that, you FUDGEPACKED Mcsnacks
I did 67 days solitary confinement trying to get a confession. But unlike the manginas who are afraid of needles on here I can't be broken.
The purpose of injecting the 'ego is bad' meme into the culture was pure MKUltra.Exhibit A.... [Link]
It aligned with The CIA's ambitions as per LSD in terms of transforming the subjects of their experiments (both in the lab and outside in the general hippy culture) into tabula rasa onto which they could project/overlay whatever pernicious garbage they liked. It later became integral to the new age, self help, 'role model' cultural waves that followed and later metamorphosed into the toxic algae bloom of mass societal dysphoria known as 'woke'.
You are a demoralised person.
I don't want to hang out with demoralised people on the internet.
It's just one of those things.
hormones, inadequate parental treatment, or socioeconomic conditions.
They want a society where humans are treated according to who they are, and not according to the form of their genitals. They believe it will create a society with less violence and hate.
This notion that biological sex can be willfully separated from gender originated in the arguments of influential radical feminists writing from the 1950s through the 1970s.
Moral
adjective
1. Of or concerned with the judgment of right or wrong of human action and character.
2. Teaching or exhibiting goodness or correctness of character and behavior.
3. Conforming to standards of what is right or just in behavior; virtuous.
Womenis actually the YIN principle in both sexes. Venus
Note: Anyone born with a Venus Retrograde, the opposite movement applies.
Venus is retrograde from July 22-September 3. Venus’s shadow period begins June 19th and ends October 7th 2023 in Leo (Heart Love Creativity Luck Kids).
SAME degrees Same sign Same planet Same House as 2015.
Venus is retrograde from July 25th to September 6th, 2015. Venus’s shadow period begins June 21st and ends October 9th. Note that the shadow period begins before Venus turns retrograde, when Venus first passes over the degree that Venus later returns to in retrograde motion. [Link]
There exists no better way of extending the sexual revolution that second-wave feminists imagined than by shaking confidence in the very idea of man and woman.
Mcsnacks One must put aside morals when it comes to preserving the human race. You can't have a bunch of crybaby panzees making tough decisions or everyone dies.said Noah Harari's slave. Psycho dirt bags pre-text.
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Highland Fleet Lute Isn't it amazing this guy doesn't speak english at one point and now can throw all this wordage around? I think the Israeli company Nice and it's AI-bolstered customer experience interface is making a sales pitch on here.
ideological subversion in action, spot on with the slide.
Desiderata
Go placidly amid the noise and the haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even to the dull and the ignorant; they too have their story.
But feel free at any time to dump them into a file marked "A waste of my time and their time" should you find it seemly.
Seems to me many egos are flying around on this thread in the form of Pigs that fly or now we are even seeing Sheep taking to the air at this time, and if you believe such nonsense, then you must be flying high.
I hope people, have a balloon, to bring them back down to earth, maybe, with luck, they receive a soft landing.
Currently visible to observers in the Northern Hemisphere, the best time to view C/2022 E3 is in the early morning just a few hours before dawn. The comet’s brightness now stands at about magnitude 7, making it easily visible through binoculars or any small telescope. And if the comet brightens to magnitude 6 or better, C/2022 E3 will be visible to the naked eye under good conditions.
THE comet was there too, magnificent for you even if it was veiled from the naked 👁
Thank you so much for your report -- touches me profoundly, as if I was present too.
Who are you visiting with?
Oh! Mars was there too only he is invisible since early August, all the way til May 9 😭
(Means that all our YANG energy needs to push itself along more maturely than cruise-control automation.
🏊 the Atlantic would not be my style lolll
Btw I'm taking back my stealers' bucks too but not working, nor being bossed, 😻 benevolenting lolll to get some human critters thriving in health... what a slog!
I am blessed. 🙇♀️
Loving your Venus report. Life.
Very SWEET❣️❣️
I'm in Charlottesville, VA. (And BTW, the riot in 2017 was staged. I don't think they intended for someone to get killed, but as usual with false flag plots, the consequences are often unforeseen. Both sets of rioters were being dropped off in the local park by the same buses, having driven in here together. It is called Rent-a-Crowd.) You're in Montreal, aren't you?
Yes, I also feel blessed. The Universe is amazing. Life is precious, an opportunity not to be wasted.
Julie Christie.
Whenever I see that woman on screen, I immediately want to drop everything I'm doing, rush for a number 22 bus and go shopping for clothes with her on the King's Road.
Will we stand out among our peers, or will we fall into wrongdoing?
Common has little value (those that fall prey to the flesh and do what most others do).
Rare is priceless (those that can withstand the storms and temptations of life, and do what is right because it is right).
Imagine that we are in a flour sifter in God’s kitchen, and we are being shaken around. This shaking represents our trials in life.
Almost everyone has a uniform soul profile - smooth and round - they are the ones who fall right through. They are legion. Common.
The ones that are not common - meaning their soul profile is unique - do not fall because they do not fit through the holes in the sifter. They are rare and special.
God is literally panning for gold.
Be ordinary and make choices based on what feels good to the flesh (gluttony, lust, wrath, envy, greed, sloth, pride) - just like almost everyone - and you end up falling through the sifter.
Be unique and make choices based on what is right (humility, charity, chastity, gratitude, temperance, patience, diligence), and you do not fall. You are the gold left after the soot has fallen.
Excerpt from: [Link]
The first segment is very indicative of last week's psychological behaviour. The COLLECTIVE segment, if you can suffer thru the gals un-interested-in-healing (self Yang warppedness) is also very on-point. (Just listened to it).
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What did it mean? Consciousness is not bound by space and time.
We are each on a path, whether we know it or not. The question is posed, what does God want? Jesus's parable of the talents gives the direction. You develop and grow your talents, and if you don't then what have you accomplished. In my view, "talents" is consciousness.
From the Gospel of Thomas: " When you know yourselves, then you will be known, and you will understand that you are children of the living Father. But if you do not know yourselves, then you live in poverty, and you are the poverty."