
© Yoav Haifawi
Dareen Tatour writing in her home, under house arrest, July 2018.
One month after my release from detention, house arrest and prison that went on, including all of its phases, for three years, during which I have lived through the suffering of imprisonment and detention that is different than any other type of suffering that I have personally experienced. Yet, despite the cruelty of this experience that is full of events, especially those related to female prisoners, and as I write these words, I have left 51 female prisoners behind the bars, each of whom holds a story, a novel per se, that must be talked about, we must dig out the painful reality that each one of them lives through, at both the HaSharon and Damon prison, and the reasons that brought them to prison and detention.
I was detained and released from prison, and prison has become past today. It is true that my body was freed and released and is no longer imprisoned, but my thoughts are still tied to everything I lived through there with the female prisoners and I cannot be released of until my last breath, as they live with me through all of my moments even the ones (moments) away from life in detention. I now remember them in every detail of my life impulsively and unintentionally, everything reminds me of them and takes me back to prison and life there, to the point that I live in constant worry for them, their circumstances and conditions. In fact, I am incapable of freeing my memory of their suffering, that is why I decided to keep up with the female prisoners' news and write about everything happening with them, to try to satisfy my conscience and my promise to them that I will never forget them nor leave them alone suffering behind the bars and in the absence.
With the news of the renewal of parliament member Khalida Jarrar's administrative detention for the fourth time in a row for an additional three-month period, I would like to highlight on the suffering of female prisoners in both prisons in which the female prisoners are held, as this is the most important issue to me currently, especially as female prisoners in the HaSharon and Damon prison who suffer greatly of several issues that would not cross your minds.
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