Amy Eskridge Didn't Think She Was Safe and these Messages Show Why

Over a series of private messages sent to her business partner, Amy Eskridge repeatedly made one thing very clear. If anything happened to her, it wasn't suicide.

"I've been getting death threats everyday repeatedly for the past week... I absolutely did not kill myself, no matter what you heard..."

She was telling people in her inner circle the same thing, and according to her, some of them didn't even question it. They said they had seen similar pressure tactics before.

"Even just this evening, I received a message saying that they were looking right at my best friend... She came back to her car to find it unlocked..."

What she describes isn't just vague paranoia. It's extremely specific, structured, and consistent across multiple messages.

She claims she was being targeted by a domestic contracting group. Not a foreign adversary, and not random harassment. Her own words point to private contractors operating inside the U.S., motivated by intellectual property and competition, not national security.

"My ex CIA weapons guy and the Ret General... both think it's a private industrial source who has hired contractors to follow me around and harass me..."

She believed her work had crossed a line. She had just entered a new phase of proposals and whitepapers for agencies tied to programs like DARPA and NASA. In her view, that's when everything escalated.

"It was... everything that Bob Lazar said... was exactly 100% backwards... my ether theory explains it... I got myself on a kill list... I did not kill myself... threats are most likely coming from a private entity... like the American version of the Wagner Group..."

She describes constant pressure over several days. Anonymous messages, repeated, often at night. Not just threats, but instructions. Messages pushing her toward self harm, phrased in a way designed to wear someone down over time.

"...there were obviously new units in town if anyone had asked me and I could have described their recent tactics in great detail well before anyone else knew, because I pretty much always get hit by the shittiest first wave of everything. But this new thing they have been doing is the creepiest shit I have ever seen... It's... a shit load of anonymous messages. Offering advice on how to kill myself. At night, while I'm in bed by myself. Phrased as these crazy creepy rhymes. Like: 'take your pills and overdose and this will go away, take your pills and overdose and it will be ok.' Like fucking creepy nursery rhymes about how to kill myself. Goddamnit, it's the creepiest shit ever. It progressed from creepy rhyming advice on how to kill myself, to eventually morphing into other crazy messages that were clearly trying to lure me out of the house at night. Like: 'I'm right out here, come out to the front door, open it. Walk past the pool. I'm in the barn, come out to the barn and find me.' Creepy. Ass. Shit. Creepiest. Shit. Ever."

She writes about being told to leave the house at night, to walk toward specific locations like a barn on the property. She was aware of how it would look if she did. Cameras would show her leaving alone. No one else would be visible. She explicitly says she believed this was being set up to stage a suicide.

"...There would just be footage of me walking out there by myself on the cameras and then maybe my parents would find me hanging from the rafters in the morning... No, I'm not going to take all my pills and overdose, no matter how many creepy rhyming messages you send me asking me to..."

There's also a technical layer to what she's describing. She references what she was told could be an RF-based system capable of causing burns, potentially operated from a nearby vehicle with line of sight through windows. Whether that's accurate or not is a separate question, but she wasn't speaking in general terms. She was trying to explain what she thought was happening physically.

"This is your 'pain satellite'... it requires line of sight through a window..."

"We discovered this image of my head on the window... Burns on my hands lined up perfectly..."

At the same time, she was making a deliberate decision not to report any of this officially. Her reasoning is disturbing but clear.

"It's pretty bad when the old spooks around you start getting pretty fucking spooked."

"Silence is a pretty good tactic right now... It's a local RF weapon... requires line of sight... cover your windows."

If she reported being targeted or psychologically pressured, it could damage her ability to hold or obtain security clearance. In her words, that might have been the entire objective. Push her into reporting something that would get her removed from the system without anyone needing to act directly.

So instead, she chose to document it privately, she told people around her, she created a record and she repeated the same line again and again.

"If you hear that I killed myself, I didn't."

There are also claims in these messages that go further. References to surveillance, access to personal records, interactions with individuals tied to intelligence or foreign entities, and pressure tied to her research.

"The Israelis though... I personally think that they have been playing both sides between the US and Russia... my dental records had my employer listed as an Israeli technology company at the MAMAT Technology Center in Haifa Israel..."

Some of that is verifiable but some of it isn't and that will cause some divide. But regardless of what you think is true, she believed she was being targeted. She believed the pressure was escalating. And she took steps to make sure people knew she did not intend to harm herself.

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